Saturday, September 19, 2009
not again!!!!

sh*t.... I'm doing this again....

Saturday, August 22, 2009
A"me"n...

I'm not sad... or not that sad at least... Yap... Its not "sad"... maybe should be "lost"?! Not sure... sigh...
Or it's just not a good day for me...
It's funny that you actually understand what kind of person you are... but... there is a but... you can't position yourself somewhere you actually really love and dream to stay... and when the dream come true... but you found out that you are getting more and more lost what kind of person you are... Cuz there is too many good,ensure,unhappen things at "somewhere"...
If really God is here... even I'm not your believer, but can i pray for myself, sincerely... ?

Thursday, August 20, 2009
...New...

:)

Friday, July 3, 2009
25th June 2009...

Its almost 1 week... I have a lot words wanna say, a lot tears almost drop, a lot anger wanna explode... a lot emotions inside that cant just type it out...
I don't have to say anything about him any more, cuz more than billions ppl done that alr. I only have 1 request or 1 wish to this world if there is someone who can make my wish come true... For those ppl who are still using MJ to earn money... Please stop it now... I know its kinda of childish to tell you this but i will still say... I seriously wanna kill every single 1 of you if i can... And im not joking... But i know i have no right to say or do that also... So maybe its just the way i express my feeling... I seriously hate you all...
Back to the one that i always love, admire, respect...
I will always rmb 25th June 2009... The morning i woke up and turned on my mobile... I recieved more than 50 msgs from my lovely friends who kws that i treat MJ as my god aka dad who brought me to where i am now. "MJ is died, Don't cry... :(" This is from my ex roommate... And nv read the rest of the sms... i had no feeling at 1st... just walked into my bathroom to shower... For no reason... i started to sing his "Speechless".
"Your love is magical, that's how I feel But I have not the words here to explain Gone is the grace for expressions of passion But there are worlds and worlds of ways to explain To tell you how I feel But I am speechless, speechless That's how you make me feel ...." And yes... i cried like mad.. Cuz i woke up at 9 30 n tat day.. cuz me and gin supposed to prepare our TBG MJ item's costumes... I nv doubted the msg ist true or fake... Cuz i kw its true... Actually deep inside my heart already stand by for this... But i just cant believe it will happen so fast.. he was still preparing for his last concerts in UK... i just watched the audition for his dancers videos from youtube... I said i am so jealous... i said if i have money to go there to audition i will. just wanna look at Michael face to face...
He is the 1 who taught me dreams will come true... who brought dance into my life... who told me you can really sing your feelings out... who made the whole world accept his success... who believe in love... My life completely changed after the 1st i watched his video.. "B.A.D" He brought me dreams... Sing and dance... Who made me realised that i can dance... i can have a dream too...



Now.. He is gone... But his songs will last... his dance will last... i dare to say that he inspired every single dancers in this current world...
Rest in peace.. I will keeping on dancing... for you...

Thursday, May 21, 2009
so... is it really all my fault....

Where is everyone? Never felt so empty in my life before. Maybe i just never realised my life is actually so empty, and i just found out recently.

Somehow i understand why he will choose to change his life circle. Because things that you already done just cannot ignore, act like nothing happen and continue. Sometimes i agree that we should be more positive about our life, but if its too over, the positive thing will make you deceive yourself as well as others.



Quotes that i like:

"Those who cannot change their minds cannot change anything."

"It isn't what you have, or who you are, or where are you, or what yo are doing that makes you happy or unhappy. It is what you think about."

Thursday, April 30, 2009
Chasing Pavements-Adele

Sunday, April 26, 2009
competitions.... ?!!

Went to watch a small popping battle at Studio Wu just now.. and... yes... something... someone... inspired me..
1ST, i wanna say,Melise!! I am so proud and happy for you... The moment when you told me you r going to battle with all the male popper there.. I really have this random thots tat i wanna run to you and hug you... hmmm.. maybe shout a "Jia you" to you.. hug like to drama.. but really im so happy for you.. just now finish the thing.. i couldn't tell you how much i felt when you were competing with the poppers there. HOHO.. Shy lah... but u were damn cute just nw... :) Okay.. All i wanna say is.. no matter wad u felt now... good or bad... i just wanna say tat. i really very very very proud for you! :) *sorry.. if my English cui* LOL..
2ND, i hope tat... we all (dancers from all the diff styles) can really start this *Share* culture in this industry. Cuz its just like the who said" Singapore is such a small country, only we hold each other's hands can make it strong" (Actually i dont kw who said tat, i anyhow 1).
But i guess dance its the same, after all the competitions and battles, all we wanna have is to improve and break thru, and dance.. dance... dance.. No matter the result is win or lost, champion or consolation prices. Always rmb you nv lost at all.. Don't always look at the negative parts like, Im just still not good enough... Freestyle is not my strength... I already lost once why i go and lose again.. blah blah.. All the excuses to show that you are actually a sore loser... I used to be like that... i admit...

To be able to share what you like and what you have with the same type of people like you, its a gift :)